Sunday, October 30, 2011

these are the verbs right now.

Applying for jobs and internships in Washington D.C. Blowing my nose because it's fall and that means my body hates me. Writing and researching for my thesis. Dressing up for Halloween because it's the best holiday ever. Organizing events for TAMU Model UN and Brazos Valley Social Media Club.  Researching for another paper I have due. Visiting pumpkin patches with my boyfriend. Writing and mailing graduation announcements to family and friends because apparently I graduate from college in less than two months. Exercising so I can scratch #25 off my list. Photographing friends for their graduation announcements.

If it seems like I'm busy, it's definitely because I am. Unfortunately, it also means that even though I have SO MUCH I want to blog about, it means that I can't because I just DON'T HAVE TIME. :c

This makes me sad, guys. 

I'm going to try to make time for my blog. Really. But if I can't, here's how you can keep up with me:

I'll be definitely be tweeting through this because if I said everything I had to to my boyfriend, his head would explode. You can follow me here (and incidentally if you want to see if his head DOES explode from dealing with the level of crazy I'll be for the next month, you can follow him here).

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Should you want to contact me directly, that's best done through twitter, or by email: valorielovely {at} gmail {dot} com






Friday, October 28, 2011

fill in the _____ friday!

go link up with lauren over at the little things we do to see more answers!
1.   When I was a kid I wanted to be    a teacher, or maybe a museum curator, or maybe a writer, or maybe a dinosaur    when I grew up.   Really, I had no idea.

2.   As an adult, my dream job would be  a full-time photographer for National Geographic     .

3.  W hen I was younger I wanted to be just like Reese Witherspoon. This is still pretty true .

4. The childhood Halloween costume that I remember most was when I was    something blue. I don't remember what my costume was *supposed* to be, but I remember everyone saying I made such a cute smurf and being really sad because that wasn't what I had dressed up as. :(  .

5.  My favorite childhood toy was   dinosaurs! Yes, really.

6.  The time I got into the biggest amount of trouble when I was a kid was when I     almost wrecked my grandfather's golf cart (almost seriously injuring two of my cousins in the process... we were all fine, OKAY?).

7.  I get daily inspiration from    bloggers, Pinterest, people on the street, my friends  .
Also, I don't know if this is something I'll do ever again, but for today I wanted to post my favorite things from the internet this week so you could all enjoy them too. 
What were your favorite internet things this week? Share in the comments!
 

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

An Average Day in the Life of an American Living in China

Apparently, I wrote this post sometime in late June and just never posted it. I figure that's silly, and that I should totally post it now even though it's been months since China because I haven't posted enough about China yet. And that really, is just silly.

I may have been feeling a little homesick and bitter when I wrote this, but really, this is pretty much what every day was like in China. Really. 

An Average Day in the Life of an American Living in China 
Wake up to something other than your alarm clock. Yesterday, chickens were involved, even though you live in the city. Today, it’ll probably be construction workers. Tomorrow, honking car horns on a road which wasn’t there three days ago.

Get online. Wonder why the internet is so obnoxiously slow in such an international city. 

Take a shower while you wait for gmail to load. 

Try reading CNN online. It was still banned yesterday but maybe today… Nope. Still banned. 

Look in the mirror. Consider doing your make up. Don’t because you know you’ll sweat it off in about ten minutes.  

Check gmail again. Wonder why you did this because it’ll take a year. Feel committed to checking it now because you feel the need to be able to respond to emails within moments of getting them. 

Eventually decide to go wherever you need to be – class, work, a tourist site, whatever. 

Get on the subway. Wonder what the people around you are talking about. 

Be stared at. Say hello to someone in Chinese. Get stared at harder. 

Get Starbucks, even though the price is 30% higher than it is in the states. Refuse to care because it’s the only place you can get coffee. 

Walk by a fake Apple store. Be amused by the disco balls/colored posters/pink lettering/whatever that would never exist in a real Apple store.  Wonder how long it’ll be until this Apple store is busted. Wish you’d thought to document all the fake Apple stores you knew about in China before that other person did and got wildly famous. 

Stop inside to check gmail again. Hope the internet will be faster in the “Apple” store. Nope. 

Try reading the Atlantic for news. Nope, it’s banned now. So is Google, for today at least. 

When you leave, walk by someone who takes a photo of you for no apparent reason. Remember that it really is because you’re white and some people have never seen a white person before. 

Feel self-conscious. 

Get stared at by every Chinese person you walk by. 

Feel wildly self-conscious. 

Wander around for a while trying to figure out what you're looking at. 

Be drenched in sweat an hour after you left your place because it is just that killing puppies hot. 

Take a few photos of something. Notice someone simultaneously taking photos of you. 

Wonder what everyone around you is talking about. Check to make sure that your pants aren’t unzipped/shirt isn’t ripped or stained/hair isn’t a mess. 

Feel seriously ridiculously wildly self-conscious. 

Run into another American/Westerner. This will go one of three ways:

1) You will both be thrilled to find someone who speaks English well and will end up chatting for an hour.
2) You will share a smug smile and a nod as if you’re saying, “I know, I can function on my own in China too. Just look at me without my map.”
3) The other American/Westerner will ignore you entirely because Americans/Westerners suffer from this weird need to be the only white person in a crowd and thus hate it when you infringe on this, Imeangodforbid.

This mostly goes the third way. Decide you hate Americans/Westerners a little more every time. 

Scratch that. We’re uppity but dammit you can’t wait to go home and have a burger. 

Go back to your apartment. Shower. 

Check gmail again. Think you should have opened it before you got in the shower. 

Consider doing your makeup again. Laugh at your reflection in the mirror instead. 

Meet up with a few friends. Try to ignore how much more people stare now that some Westerners are moving in a pack. 

Pose for a few photos taken by strangers. 

Eat Chinese food. Here, it’s not just food – it’s Shanghainese food, or Taiwanese food, or Hunan food, or omfgsospicywhatthehell food. Genuinely enjoy it. Seriously look forward to a good burger. 

Wonder what people around you are talking about. 

Get stared at while you eat. 

Wonder what the people staring at you are talking about. 

Feel the absolutely most wildly self-conscious you've ever felt in your whole entire life.  

Go home. Check gmail. 

Consider taking another shower. Don’t, because you’ll just get sweaty at night. 

Go to bed.


Wednesday, October 19, 2011

the new website, crazy excitement, and gratitude (!!!)

There's a little something I've been working on for the past few weeks.

Well really, there's a big something I've been working on.

I'm quite excited about it, and I hope you can get excited about it too.

I decided recently, as in the past few months, that I didn't think I could live my life without photos. I want to do other work still, stuff like nonprofit work, and maybe law eventually. But on the side, I always always want photography to be there.

And I want it to grow. I want to start doing wedding photography, and portrait photography, and hopefully even travel photography some day.

Maybe someday this will be the way I actually make a living. For now, it's not. But that's okay.

If you thought that was the announcement... well, it's part of it. Here's the real announcement.

This is a real website now, and that makes me wildly excited: valorieclarkphotography. Oh heck yes.

Please, check it out. Subscribe. Like me on facebook. Leave me a note about compliments or suggestions.

I love you guys.



Sunday, October 16, 2011

Scenes from the Great Wall


Recently, I left my apartment in Beijing at about 11 am to pick up my ticket to Badaling, the closest train station to one of the Great Wall entrances (the closest to Beijing and therefore one of the most touristy). Since I had some extra time to kill, I had some lunch with my friend Rachel (best noodles ever, picked up from a little roadside noodlestand for less than a dollar for two bowls) before getting on the 2 pm train. I should add here that I did the whole trip alone, and that I'm also very glad I did.


The train ride to Badaling was nice, very beautiful- as soon as you leave the city, you're surrounded by mountains and greenery and its so calming, especially after weeks of city life. The first time I saw the wall was from the train, and, I immediately started smiling pretty wide - I just couldn't help it. I've heard about The Great Wall so often since I was a kid that it was pretty intense to finally be within its presence. It looked so beautiful - everything around it was so green and the way the sunlight struck it made it shine like gold.


Once I got to Badaling, I started the hike up to the Great Wall from the train station. Its high in the mountains, so the hike starts practically the second you get out of the train. The air is much cleaner up there, but of course its so thin its really not that different from breathing in Beijing. Unfortunately, it was about 4 by the time we got there and my train back to Beijing left at 6:30, so I didn't actually have that much time up there.



The place itself is amazing. It kind of sucks at first because there's just so many people, but once I hiked about twenty minutes the crowd really thinned out. Unfortunately, Badaling is a restored section of the wall (the last unrestored section was put under construction a few months ago), so it wasn't completely "authentic" but the restoration stuck pretty close to original specifications from what I can tell. At least, sections of the wall are so incredibly steep that I had to pause to rest as I scaled them. I climbed pretty far along and made it to the top of Hero's Peak, which is either the tallest point on the wall or just near Badaling, I'm not entirely sure. Judging by how rough the hike was though, I'd totally believe the first one.


Before I got to Hero's Peak, I met two people here, a guy who moved here 19 years ago after falling in love with China during a study abroad trip, and his uncle who teaches at Purdue. They were the first people on this trip that recognized my Texas Aggie tshirt (other than my friend Dan, who has a longhorn father).


After I got to the top of Hero's Peak, I turned off my camera and sat down in some shade, trying to meditate on the fact that I was there, that I was at *The Great Wall.* I tried to memorize the way the breeze felt and the cool, solid stones behind my back; I wanted to focus on the living part of it. Especially now that I'm so focused on making it as a photographer, I so often feel like I get stuck behind the camera, seeing everything but not really witnessing it, and I wanted to be a witness to that moment. It was one of the rare ones where there was no one within sight or hearing distance and I almost felt like I had the wall all to myself. I leaned back and stared at the sky, the first time I'd seen it truly blue in over a month, and with my eyes I followed the snaking progression the wall made in either direction from the point where I sat, the tan stone battlements and watch towers one with the mountains and nature they curled through.


The whole scene had a pure earthly quality about it. I almost wrote "otherwordly," but that's entirely false -it was perfectly earthly. The whole place seemed like it belonged, like it had sprung up straight from nature, like it had always been there and always would be. The place was stoic - it had seen attacks waged, battles won. It had been forgotten, allowed to fall apart, and rediscovered, rebuilt. Over and over again it has been rebuilt by men, and still it is something beyond man, something ancient, wise, that can never be reckoned with. It will watch the sun set tonight, the sun rise tomorrow, and the same will go on beyond us, beyond our children, and beyond their children.


Of course, the moment there couldn't last forever. More hikers arrived, and I realized I had reached the time when I needed to turn back in order to make the last train back to Beijing.


I found my way off the wall and hiked in the actual woods to the side of the wall on my way back down, which I definitely recommend trying if/when you make it out there. There are sections of the wall, especially in Badaling, where people are allowedto sell things, but if you hike in the woods you can escape them. That walk gave me views of the wall I would have never seen otherwise, and it was very peaceful (not to mention cool in the shade). The hike down was also a little easier, which my body seriously appreciated.




After such a nice time hiking (though I'll admit it was insanely hot, and it definitely showed me that I'm not in the best shape of my life), I was reluctant to return to the city. In fact, when I noticed I could actually see the brown cloud of pollution hanging over the city from pretty far out, I momentarily wanted to turn back. But I knew a bed and a job and friends awaited me, so I didn't.


On the train ride back I was already thinking I'd like to go back to the Great Wall someday. If its ever done being under construction and the Chinese government allows it, I think it would be cool to hike the whole length of it, and to sleep on it at night. Apparently you can get special dispensations to camp there overnight now, so I assume it wouldn't be terribly hard to wrangle a week or two long hike (I have no idea how long a hike of that length would take).

[This text was originally posted back in July, here. The photos are all new additions and, frankly, mine. Stealing is rude.]